For a long time I have been thinking a lot about life, as I am sure many moms do. From the outside, I’ve got it all going on. I did everything right. Went to college, graduated in 4 years on the deans list while playing a college sport. Got a full time job one month out of school. Moved up in my career and became a VP at my current firm. Got married at 30 and by 33 had two beautiful healthy little boys and a step-daughter. Have a beautiful 3,900 square foot home. Go on regular vacations. Life is good. Life is great. I am very lucky and very…